I know you will never read this since you don’t know my tumblr and I don’t think I ever mentioned even having one. All i want to say is that I love you. I don’t know what’s going on right now and honestly i don’t want to get it. I miss you and I hope things change. I hope you remember all the good times and that will make you want to save what’s left. You mean so much to me you don’t even understand. I’ve NEVER met a true man like you. I was so lucky to have you by my side even if you chose for it to not be for so long. I wish I knew what you were thinking. I wish I was in your head so I could defend and make you change your mind. You have been nothing but a blessing in my life. I don’t want you to stay if you don’t want to stay but something makes me want to believe that you still love me too. Maybe it’s the opposite, maybe I’m crazy, maybe you actually don’t like me at all. I don’t know, I’ve never felt like I’ve let someone down so much in my life. It kills me to think that there is a possibility that you have already moved on, already start talking to another girl. In my head your still mine. I miss your jokes, your laugh, your car, your damn camp seats, your fish hanging from the mirror, i miss the way you smell. Most of all i miss the way you made me feel. You made me feel wanted and loved and maybe that wasn’t even your intention but i could never thank you enough for that. I don’t know what the future holds but you are one thing that i’m not gunna give up on. You were the best thing in my life and you left and I just want you to come back. I love you, but it’s hard to admit that when you just broke my heart.